I remember one day I was super exhausted with the load of work and I was just thinking why all these standards? What will happen if I delay my work one more day and what the worst thing will happen as a consequence of any mistakes I make? I was just tired and wanted a break. And in such moments if you go through deep negative conversations with yourself you need to go to that friend who burst all the facts and blessings you have to balance and that is what I did.
I called that friend who gave me all the positive impact I have on the world and people who are affected by my work and how I ease their lives and make information accessible and up to date to them so now they won’t have to suffer on roads waiting in traffic or wait in lines to get a piece of information that can help them in making a decision.
so now I am participating in making people’s lives easier … information is up to date, forms and surveys can be filled while they relaxing in the rooms and by simple click information is saved and people can do their job in silence and quiet offices as no one need to visit them. When I realized my work impact (which I used to know but realizing and knowing that is different) and we need from time to time to remind ourselves how crucial what we do especially after a while we tend to think that it is just a job!
when you value what you do and be fully aware of your contribution to the bigger picture that requires a group of people to make it … this will give you the passion and the power to continue no matter how hard or boring the thing you do…
God always put in my way people who make me feel grateful for what I do have now and make me realize how greedy and ambitious I can be sometimes… it is good to be ambitious and always aim for the best but sometimes we tighten ourselves with our own ideas when we speak negatively about something we blessed with …. and lots of people fall in that trap, you find people complain about their job, others about their kids, their parents, and that normal you need sometimes to release the negative energy, tiredness or frustration but this need to be occasionally not in regular base because nagging can become a habit!
I can’t say more because nagging was something I have been guilty with it myself and I found out that life is nor perfect nor are we and I don’t need to fix everything as well as not focusing of what is missing. it is the exact opposite, it is about embracing what you have and always think and speak positively about it, it is about accepting what is missing and focusing on what is available.